11-1-2015
I've been on a spiritual trip for about a month now God. I've cried a lot of tears...tears of sadness, tears of joy, tears of remembrance...and through it all you've shown yourself to be true. During this time I've done things I've never done before and you've protected me and kept me safe and for that I thank you. I truly owe my life to you God and I'm ready for you to take complete control. I'm working to deny my flesh the pleasures that it enjoys in hopes that you will provide me with something greater...something that I've never felt before. I want to be comfortable and maintain the peace you've given me in order for your will to be done. But you know what I want God. More importantly, you know what I need. I want what I need now more than ever. Please guide me to where I'm supposed to go. I'll follow you. I am ready to love...you.
