11-1-2015
WTF God? lol come on son....(please)
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label prayer. Show all posts
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Friday, April 22, 2016
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I ain't stupid God. You know that though. You've built me from scraps of much rubble. fallen pieces and fragments of something much larger. You. God you are bigger than all of us and none of this would be possible without you. The choices we have to make in life are never easy. Things can be hard, but they won't be for long. You make it so that it's not. I'm gon be alright alone or with you. I'll only last so long by myself though without crying. I'll survive. I'll still live and work - but I'll feel empty doing it alone, or if I have no one to share it with. But, I know that I have the world now. I know that I was created to do big things. Thank you God.
Love you
Peace =)
I ain't stupid God. You know that though. You've built me from scraps of much rubble. fallen pieces and fragments of something much larger. You. God you are bigger than all of us and none of this would be possible without you. The choices we have to make in life are never easy. Things can be hard, but they won't be for long. You make it so that it's not. I'm gon be alright alone or with you. I'll only last so long by myself though without crying. I'll survive. I'll still live and work - but I'll feel empty doing it alone, or if I have no one to share it with. But, I know that I have the world now. I know that I was created to do big things. Thank you God.
Love you
Peace =)
Wednesday, April 20, 2016
10.21.2015
10.21.2015
The last journal I had was full of nasty things. I made note of the boys that noticed me and what I thought of them and what transpired among us. My mom found it and that was the end of that. My interactions with man/men have been so informative. I've learned a lot from mistakes that have been made, words that haven't been said, and hurts that I've caused and endured. People are so interesting. Answers can lie in front of a person for years before that person decides to acknowledge them as correct. But everything takes time and more importantly, patience. My patience is growing thanks to God. I have a greater sense of urgency, but I'm learning not to rush. "Fate will unwind as it must..." I still love that quote, but - I also believe and accept it now. God has a plan for my life and for the lives of those around me. I just gotta pay attention and keep moving
Tuesday, April 19, 2016
"What do I want?" 10.19.2015
10.19.2015
What do I want? Where do I want to be? God, I just want to get your work done and not have to work for man anymore. I want to continue having an abundance of love to give. I don't ever want to get tired of people again. I truly love them all and how unique you've made all of us. I really want a husband though God. If not a husband, just someone that's going to be there. I know you are the only one that's going to always be there but if I could have someone there a good amount of the time, I'd be happy. Let him be handsome, strong minded and strong physically - just able to support me. Let him know who you are. Let him know who he is, and let him know who I am. Don't let him doubt me. I'm tired of being doubted. Let us have all we need and never let money become an issue in my life God, or anyone else around me please. Allow me to have a family and not struggle to provide their needs. Just hold me close God. Please don't let me go again. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for sending help. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for whatever is coming.
What do I want? Where do I want to be? God, I just want to get your work done and not have to work for man anymore. I want to continue having an abundance of love to give. I don't ever want to get tired of people again. I truly love them all and how unique you've made all of us. I really want a husband though God. If not a husband, just someone that's going to be there. I know you are the only one that's going to always be there but if I could have someone there a good amount of the time, I'd be happy. Let him be handsome, strong minded and strong physically - just able to support me. Let him know who you are. Let him know who he is, and let him know who I am. Don't let him doubt me. I'm tired of being doubted. Let us have all we need and never let money become an issue in my life God, or anyone else around me please. Allow me to have a family and not struggle to provide their needs. Just hold me close God. Please don't let me go again. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for sending help. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for whatever is coming.
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