11-5-2015 part 2

11-5-2015 part 2
I know I'm not supposed to understand everything...but that ain't you God.  It's sometimes hard to tell where you truthfully reside.  I catch glimpses of you.  Whether or not it's reality or my own will is the question.  I try to see the best in all people and acknowledge the potential they have to get there.  But if they refuse to grow, there's just nothing I can do right?  Just pray for them.  God grant my loved ones the gift of forgiveness.  The ability to look past the flaws of the flesh and see you.  I truly am sorry.  You know my conscious mind does not behave that way.  Have your way God.